Mota Ki Khaani...Part2

Mera Damru

Vo mera damru hi ni sab kuch hi h kbhi pada, kbhi jhunjhuna kbi doll. When i call her pada na tb vo thoda sa gussa ho jata tha acting vala gussa because she knows k na vo mujhse gussa ho skta tha na mai ussey kbhi par mja ata tha.

So let’s begin with the entry of Her in my life, I started my professional Studies of Gniit a long year passed as i mentioned in my previous blog i never put eyes in someone's else matter since i used to make myself busy in my matter Na kisi se faltu matlab but yes i just to avoid that people don't think that i am a proudy i started bidding "Hi"/ "Hello" bs aise hi ek chota sa group banta chla gya then after few months or in second year our, I have been relocated to another batch due to some timings conflict of my other courses. It was a time of September when her birthday arrives na Jada baat cheet na Jada hi hello nothing her birthday passed out & she planned to share a treat along with one more person in our group as there were 2 persons in our group who have birthdays in September so they planned accordingly to give treat to rest of the folks.

15 September ka din time 1:00 Pm of afternoon group decided to leave there class & to move on for a party at Bikaner Wala, I denied as it was my oracle class then suddenly i receive a comment in such a beautiful voice "Doston k liye ek din class to chorh hi sktey h" bs fr kya i got blank i dont know us particular time me kya hua and i said OK i will join. Ek ajeeb si hasi thi usey chehre pe chulbuli si befikri c.

Us din party k bad pta ni bs m badalta chla gya shayad meri khali zindagi m ek sacche dil ki entry honi thi. Par m sochta tha nhi aisa kuch ni hota y sb avehi h. I started focusing on my studies par g kaise focus to tbi bnta na jb focus m aati.

Bs fr chit chat shuru hui hobbies se leke family introduction or the most important thing "TV Serial- YE RISHTA KYA KH LATA HAI" vo kbi miss ni krti thi.Bs aise hi msgs pe baat shuru hui roj baat honi subh NIIT phuchtey hi intejar hota tha k madam kb aye or meri madam dekhti thi k unke "SIR G" kha reh gay she used to call me SIR G initially. Bs text msgs se orkut pe U there k msgs tk phuchay raat ko dinner jo kbi tme p ni hota tha vo tim se phle honey lga dono ka. Ghrwale b hairan is everything fine, pr unhe kya pta tha k sb kuch hill chuka hai andar tak pr y admit krney ko taiyar ni thay k iski vajeh kya hai ya yu kho k yakeen hi ni tha k aisa b kabi ho skta hai.

Bs fr google chat p raaton baatein honay lagi absent present ka hisab kitab poochna shuru hua, der se or jaldi aney janey k reason or us pr penalty lgaanay k gintiyan shuru hoti chali gyi.Fr ek din kuch yu hua k lets try ek din baat ni krenge mujhe b bahar jana tha due to some work to said ok lets try this i know bol to dia tha haalt kitni khrab hui bolnay k bad vo m hi janta hu uski b or apni b , par vo mehnga pd gya. Bechara tiddu 2 thapad kha gya gusay me y tiddu or koi ni "Anmol" mere damru ka Bhanja tha thapad to khaya usne bina baat k doodh b gira diya damru ne or to or 2 cup b torh diye or mere liye sbse bda loss mera damru vo 2 din k liye disturb rha.

Bs next day jb baat hui to uski awaz se pta lg gya k usey kitna farak pda kitna nhi, or us din ek level or bdgya is rishte ko leke jiska koi naam hi ni tha bs it was become a part of my life k agr kuch jra sa b idhar udhar hua to lg jayegi dono ki aisa sa kuch.

Bs fr kya mera birthday aya or mera pada pichli raat soya hi ni mere liye handmae gift bna ra tha mummy se daant b khayi or unka pta b lg gya k kisi khaas k liye kuch ho ra h. Fr kya bday valey din hm mile mandir gurudwara sb hokr jb saket janey lgay to twist agya little accident but thanks to god mera damru thk tha thoda sa mood khrab hua pr tbi thk b hogya arey Damru jo sath me tha bs after some repairing work we went on our first offical date or to celebrate birthday of mine. Khana khatey ghoomtey firte hm phli meeting me hi itna close agaye which i can't describe now & i think i can never be able to describe. Or us din hmare rishte ko name mila "Zindagi" & I got something very special before I left her at RK Ashram metro station & 2 words HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Bs us din se to roj raato ki neend udti chli gayi raat km pdti chli gyi baaten khtm honay ka naam hi ni leti thi.Hm dono class me class ka dhyan faculty ki speech me or hmara ek doosrey me.bs aise hi time chlta chla gya hm ek doosrey se close boht close atey chlay gaye bina kisi ki parwah krey kuki hm itney mature thay k hmay pta tha hmarey liye kya thik h kha tk thk h. We never crossed our limits. Or shayd ek doosrey ko yhi understanding 5 saal ki meethi si yaado ka rishta bna gyi. Uska ghr pa ana hmara quality time spend krna kbi ni bhoolaya ja skta. Der tk sath baithna future ko leke plan krna kaise manage krenga kaise sb hoga or bht saari baten & masti. “LOVE U DAMRU” U gave me a meaning thanks for coming in my life, I am blessed to have you in my life.

Mera damru na bda hi shaan sa thoda overexcited thoda jhalla thoda sa nautanki sa tha pr mjhe in sbse hi to pyar tha jb uska koi galti krna or usey uske baare m smjhana or usey hr us cheej se rubaru krana jisk bare m usey pta na ho i found love in that doing all this for her.Kbi -2 jaan k b galti kr deta tha vo kuki m usey btaunga na k y aise ni aisey hoga isliye mjay vo b km ni leti thi mjhse. Chup-2 k niit frnds se ghoomnay nikl jana class bunk krk b janey lgay thay Jada ni bs 1-2 kuki y bewakoofiyan thi hmarey according jo ki hm avoid krtey thay. bs fr kya time beet ta chla gya NIIT khtm honay ko aya to tensions shuru hui k yr ab kaise milenge abi to rj class k chakkar m mil lete thay agey kaise hoga. To mere damru ne bAC k sath sath MCA b continue krli or maine job. Arey bhai ladkio ko problem Jada hoti hai kuki parents k questions bhaiyo k galat najrein kuch aise families b hoti hai jinhe smbhalna mushkil ho jata h kbi kbar.

Bs fr damru k bhai k shadi ayi i was very excited isi bhaanay damru k sath shayad thoda sa hi dance to krunga vo b sbk saamnay shadi un k ghr m thi or intejaar mjhse ni ho ra tha.Finally NIIT khtm agey ki tension shuru BCA ki class k bhnay milna hota tha ya week me 1-2 bar to bhana lga k mil lete thay. Damru k kanha g ne b sath diya fr donon ki job lg gyi ab bindas phone p baat or milna kbi BCA class bunk kbi mera office.Saturday to almost fix sa hi hogya tha k milna hi hai.

Sach m Damru k sath ek ek din bitaya khas tha kha hai or khas rhega.Mai kbi apne dil ki baat khi ni krta tha damru k aney pr kafi kuch bol deta tha or vo jhat se sb thk krdeti thi thk krnay ka matlb y hota tha uske kndhay p sr rakh k shanti se sb baat bolna p b sb thk ho jata tha to kbi hath pakad k vo saari baat smjh leta tha to kbi ek tight sa hug to kbi ek forehead p kiss aisa lgta tha k m thk hu koi problem ni h. Ek alag c duniya ka ehsaa h vo.

Shi kha hai kisi ne

“Hm ek bar jeetey hai

Hm ek bar martey hai or

pyar b ek bar hi hota hai”

Logo k liye kaee bar ho skta hai but mere liye nhi Jis din apne rishte ko Zindagi ka naam diya tha na bht soch k diya tha kuki mai khud m rehne vala lakda kbi pyar k chakar m pdunga socha ni tha or pda to aisa k bs is samjhdari se zindagi m utarunga k mere pyar se kisi or ko nuksaan na ho.

Kuch aisa sa tha mera damru log meri khani pd k shayd y smjhay k hr koi apni g/f k baarey m har koi bolta hai pr vo g/f nhi sb kuch thi meri. Meri Hasi, khushi, sukh, dukh, adventure masti.Thodi chlaak b thi vo pada khi ki apni problem chupanay ki koshish krti thi shayad vo beech m bhool jati thi k hatelu ka mtlb kya h hta hua shakal dekh k ya awaz sun k bhaap leta tha k kuch gadbad hai y mai ni vo khud khta tha.

Bs time niklta gya or acchi c yaade bnatey gaye fr year 2015 Kuch aisa hua k....

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Mota Ki Khaani...

Hi Everyone ,

Myself Hatelu or Hatela or Mota, or some more beautiful names with which my Damru was used to call me.

I am a person

• who is a firm believer of god & Astrology
• who is jolly or kind in nature
• who can't see anyone in grief or pain
• who loves to see others happy
• who always try to keep doing things which can benefit someone whether it affects my work or not doesn't matter to me lastly what makes me feel happy that i done something for someone & my life got a meaning.
• who is a reserve kind of person never get opened in front of others in few meetings or sometimes took much time.
• who always try to make himself available for others in any condition.
• who forgets his problem in front of others or never shows off what is going inside me so that it wont affect others life.

You all might be thinking that "Apni tareef hi krey ja rha hai" actually i was not like that before my Damru came in my life. My Damru used to say all this to me that you are like that infact whatever i mentioned about myself above this all have been noticed by my Damru then i came to know
"Is It ??" .

I am the one who traveled in his whole school life alone, i never been caught up with much friends why because i do believe

"Rakhna Hai to Dil Se Rakho Dikhave Krnay K Liye To Market Me Shopkeepers Bohat Hai"

The very first friend of mine my Sardaar friend na "Sardaar Ji" boss y bnda b ajeeb tha ek min b preshan ni dekh skta tha mjhe, hasmukh , dlichasp, rocking , respectable ek aise bnda jiske liye shayad jaan b dedu haste-2. Par khte hai na bhgwan achhe logo ko kaee baar hmse door krdeta hai.Shayad vo hmse accha deserve krte ho ya ham GOD KNOWS.

Hmara milna bda hi ajeeb tha as i mentioned i was a reserve personality my school mates given my name for Annual Sports Day function which i was not aware of so unfortunately that time i have to go with the flow.In that function we have a dance performance wait i was not suppose to do dance infact we need to make a pyramid & on the top of pyramid i have to stand on Sardaar Ji shoulder. Bs vo 2 min k performance ne isey dosti se b jada bhaiyo jaise rishte m badal dia or kb 2 saal nikl gay pta hi ni chla. Yes just 2 yrs after that we got separated as he has been shifted to some other place as someone did something wrong with him & by that his whole life & his family used to  cry all day & night. Kabhi to lgta h chlo accha hai agar vo aise accha ho skta h to y b manjoor after all Relation doesn't always mean togetherness it also needs separation to make or begin with something new.
Sbse bda dukh bs y tha k mai mil b ni paya usey last time but still i say on his back to day
"God bless him a good health & wealth" or kbhi to updar wala mehrbaan hoga mujhe usse milayega.

Bs fr vhi life shuru meri

From home-school-home-coaching-home. Surprised na being as a male gender bounded with restriction. There isn't anything like that, i am not from such background where people used to be very choosy or restricted.

"Bs apne me hi mast rehne wala apni khushiya khud dhoondnay vala".

Logo ko suno sun k kaam ki baat p gour krna or bekaar ki baat ko doosrey kaan se nikal dena. Kisi ne kuch kh dia to b thk nhi kha to b thk Gaali be di to b nhi di to b thk .Pagalo jaisa behaviour nhi madmast sa tha m jo kisi ki baat ko dil p ni lgata tha ku Dil to ek hi h vo b agr aise hi kisi ki baat se khud ko affect kr leta to Damru ko Kha rkhta .

School time nikal gya professional life ko bnanay k liye professional course me aya no one was there for me except my Guru Dev to guide neither in any school life nor in my professional life to support me or guide me whether i am going right or wrong.

Bdtay chlay gaye krtey chlay gaye jo aya jo mila use life ka part life ka up & down samajh k except kr k nikltay gay.

Na kisi se faaltu matlb rkha na hi kisi k Pichey bhaage. Apni professional education mey itna busy hogay k bs kisi ki sudh ni rhi  ya yu kho ki jb kismat m likha tha k koi sath ni dega ek time k baad sb chorh jayenge to socha aise b kya kismat yar koi ni aisa hai to aisa shi.

Fr achanak ek din Damru ki entry hui life me.

Mera Damru :)

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